today was a BDO day.. sian.. can't see wife.. can't book out.. Juz DO.. dun noe y but i am worried that my wife will go 4 other guys or u noe hook up other guys.. dun wan to lose her.. She is really a great girl.. I'm have been worrying about this the whole day. I always ask myself "don't i trust her"? i should b trusting her.. i keep on tellin myself that i trust her.. But i am juz worried.. When she say she will be meeting other guys i will get worried.. this doesn't happen to mi in the past.. I dun noe y is it happening nw.. Mayb becz my wife too pretty.. hehe.. (happy).. dun get the wrong idea though.. I trust her more thn i trust anyone.. i juz dun wan to lose her.. telling u all seriously, i have already accepted her as my wife and my parents have already accepted her as their daughter-in-law.. Baby, do u accept mi as ur husband???? i dun noe.. nvr see her todae juz dun make my day.. feeling very depressed.. I thought i am juz the same old mi n the past.. dun care abt gf.. let it b.. break break lor.. change gf like change underwear.. until i met her.. my life totally change.. i dun always gif in to girls, but i juz gif in to her.. y is tt so. even though we meet everyday.. even though sometimes we juz have no more topic to talk abt.. but juz seeing her by my side makes mi very happy.. y is tt so.. i dun feel very secure.. scared this scared tt.. But i wan to let her know that i feel secure being wif her and hope that i am gd enuff 4 her.. hiya.. dun noe wat to say.. *crying while writing this.. betta stop writing if nt my men keep on asking mi y i crying..

yo ppl.. sorry didnt block this few days.. no time.. have been spending this few days wif my wife..
She juz came back frm bangkok.. bought alot of clothes and food.. basket make mi eat until i havin sore throat and stomache flu.. Not feeling well today also.. so sad this whole week nt meeting my wife cz she working everyday single day.. On fri i still gt combat shoot.. can only book out on sat... No choice.. tis is my job..
ytd was also a very happy day for mi.. finally broke my 3mths barrel.. nvr gone on a relationship 4 more thn 3 mths.. gave my wife a sunflower.. nice man.. too bad i dun haf the pic.. but stayed at hm play mahjong.. lose money some more.. nt my day... hope to see my wife asap..

finally, the last day of my misery.. baby will be back tonite.. sadly to say i will b at the airport tonite to welcome her back to singapore.. lol.. My this mth hp bill will be damn expensive coz we have been calling each other since the day she is in bangkok.. Everyday worrying for her safety as u all noe know how havoc is bangkok now.. Know tt is the road to hell still wan to go.. Cant slp every nite lor.. especially on tues.. Cant slp nvm, still kena duty officer.. tt is not the worse.. nvm.. it's all over.. dun wan to talk abt it also le.. confidential.. She told mi she bought alot of things and her laggauge is full alrdy.. Called mi to ask whether she can change more money to buy more stuff.. girls juz like to buy so many stuff.. lol.. hope she is enjoying herself.. Cant wait to see her tonite..

ytd was my first day of misery... my baby went to bangkok.. went to her hse on mon n saw her dad 4 the first time.. her family members were all very friendly.. as her flight was at 0530, so i thought i could be able to bring her to the airport 1st be4 i go bck camp to conduct my SOC..
I actually thought of staying at her hse thn i dun nd to rush frm hm to her hse n bring her to the airport..
N i was in LONG 4.. paiseh lor.. I was afraid that her parents might also mind mi staying at their hse.. which parents will let her daughter's bf to stay at her hse.. There was hesitation until her dad ask mi to juz slp over her n bring to the airport tml.. i was shock.. But as we were leaving 4 the airport at 430, we didn't really slp at all.. slpt 4 like 2 hrs.. damn tired.. morning still gt to do SOC training.. But was worth it as i get to see my baby the last time be4 she actually fly off and was not worth it as it was the beginning of my misery..
Its ok.. Todae is already the 2nd day of misery.. She is coming back tml.. as u guys noe i will defintly go to the airport to bring her back.. Can't wait for tml.. Today i also went to BBDC. Wanting to continue where I stop.. I failed 3 times TP.. embarassing i noe so i decided to juz complete it.. but who knows, basket my application expired.. I muz re-apply.. DIAOZ lor.. SO decided to change to private.. book my final thoery test which is on the 26 nov.. jiayou bah..

This cake was given from the restaurant to us for celebrating our anniversary. (amazing rite.. free stuff le..) But it is abit too early.. hee.. Didn't get to eat much of the cake becz my dad ate most of the cake.. DOTz sia..



This picture was taken by the staff and given to us too. The service damn fucking gd sia.. unbelivable..

IDIOT..


THey even took the initiative to sign the card.. Hw wonderful..

PPL out there.. I know u will get jealous.. LOOK AT ALL THE WONDERFUL DESSERT THEY SERVE... for all the sweet mouth out there.. TOO BAD... 1 pax $70.. Nt ex.. go n eat it..

Here is the main course.. althought it shld be be4 the dessert but i juz like the dessert first.. N this is also the first time tt i actually eat so much oyster in my life.. FUcking dirrheoa..

KILLER..

This is the best sia..

This is the POP photos tt i was talking abt..

Mi n BRO..

MY family short of 2 person though.. Guess who..

My family too...

Mi n Ching Wei

Ang and francis..

♥ilovedyousomuch♥

yo guys n girls out there.. ytd witness my bro POP.. quite nice.. got to see alot of ppl there..
saw my RSM (surprise)..
Bro going to be posted to 46SAR.. So sad I am in 41SAR.. lol.. But its ok, wish him luck in his future stay there..
Got some pics but dun think i can post it online becz of some sensitive stuff( u guys noe wat i mean).

Today I am very sad.. No mood for the whole day.. Sad mainly becz of 3 things
The 1st thing is more into sian la.. Morning i conducted a SOC training 4 my men as there is still 71 of them who can't clear their SOC & are going to ORD on NOV.. AFC ppl came dw to de siao thn change our whole training program. But their training program still quite gd.. So we will be following their training program for the rest of the week.
So after training, stayed in camp awhile n decided to go home, as usual.. Reach hm ard 1pm, tired so went to rest. At 230, my 2ic call mi.. dotz dotz.. Rush back to camp.. SIAN RITE.. Go for a meetin wif him and HAWK COY 2ic and discuss on how to train the guys.
Damn sian la.. went back hm at 430pm..
The 2nd sad thing is tt i feel tt my gf not loving todae.. Can't feel the love.. Called her in the morning to wake her up.. After tt she nvr contact mi alrdy.. Until i call her again after my training to ask whr she is.. Sad.. She like not in the mood to talk and sound very pissed off. So in order not to piss her off more, action taken = put down the phone.. Msg abit thn nvr msg le.. Sad again.. But I am happy for her as she close a case today wif cash somemore.. Baby jiayou!! But juz dun feel any love todae.. todae feel very lonely.. She going Bangkok nxt wk.. Guess I will feel very lonely.. Mayb i think to much.. Action taken = going for RUN..
3rd sad thing is i failed my BMI.. Sad.. But i already expect to fail my BMI already.. But thought heng heng will let mi pass.. But still too heavy.. but lucky i lost alot of weight.. So didn't fail very terribly.. Muscles heavier than fat.. That was wat i told the MO.. And my fat % is onli 9.. lucky mi..
Today juz damn sad and lonely.. *SOB

today bad man.. bad.. morning there was SOC test.. lucky i didn't have to take it anymore.
I had already clear mine 4 this yr.. (thank god)..
If u guys dun noe SOC is the most killer obstacle tt anyone had been through. Muz overcome the shagness. After SOC, when to had breakfast with some of the specs.
Its been long since I had canteen food.. Damn nice sia.. So much betta thn hafing cookhse food dude.
Ordered Beehoon with chicken pattie and hashbrown.. When back to bunk n rest awhile thn went to office to do up some reports..
4get that I haven interview 2 ppl frm Ben platoon as they on MC.
At 1230, went lunch with Jon at the cookhse.. It was western.. Dun really like western so nvr eat the rice, juz eat the fish n fries.. I actually taught him hw to chase girl. lol. I can't believe he is so proud to be a virgin..
LOL. but lucky 4 him he gt a scholarship to go Japan n study. Shiok man. I told him to go there n find some chix.. Hee..
JAPAN = a place whr girls worship dick.. :)
Today also damn suay.. Caught by RSM. He ask mi whether i am going to ORD.. Coz he say my hair look like Yang Gou's hair. (means my hair super long).
Time 4 a hair cut.. I was suppose to meet baby at ard 4 but coz of some porblems i can't book out.. damn sad la.. Hope she not mad at mi or anything. Very scared that she angry de leh.
Called her she like very piss off with mi dun wan to talk to mi.. dun even wan to meet mi.. (my feelings la)..
But lucky she told mi she juz woke up that's y dun really wan to talk and when slping tt time, gt disturb by some ASSHOLE who keep on calling her..
FISH THAT ASSHOLE.. BETTA NT DISTURB MY GIRL ANYMORE.. U UNDERSTAND..
Later goin to find her.. hope she is happy to see mi.. wish mi luck people.. baby i luv u..

YoYo, yeah didn't blog yesterday.. was in camp. (sux)..
Today was a very tiring day, went back to camp early in the morning *yawn*.
Reach camp at 7, too tired went back to bunk n slp..
Dennis call me at 830 to tell mi tt there is a CO - conference at 830.. DOTS DOTS.
So hurry up brush teeth thn go dwn for meeting.
What CO say cannot blog.. Rulez n Regulation.. No SAF stuff..
STOMACHE!!!!!!! Back..
Thought meeting will end early coz i wan to go home n see baby..
She at my hse the whole day nvr go ofc.. ~lazy
Miss her alot.
who knows meeting end so late.. Took 6hrs.. We ate lunch in the room lor.. out ration..
After the conference, 2ic wan to talk to all PCs. Sad cannot go hm.
Meeting until 430, wah shag. whole day meeting onli..
After meeting i straight away run hm, nvr even bath lor.. SMELLY SHIT.
Wanted to buy something for baby be4 i go hm coz i noe she slping..
Decided to buy KFC spicy thai drumlet be4 she wake up.. Who knows when i reach hm she still slping lor.
But i bought the drumlet so its ok..
all in all today was a very happy day for mi. My baby msg mi "dun worry, u still gt me.." i so happy sia.. hee
Btw i wan to thnx baby for making this blog for mi.. actually is to her own benefits la..
Didn't wan to blog todae coz she beside mi but she show mi "the" face. no choice. lol..

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