todays the 2nd day in Aussie.. I woke up at 1pm. OMG!! read abit of my book and went shopping with Junsing.. Thinking of wat to cook tonite.. Thought of cooking Beef in black sauce.. The one tt is usually sold in food court with a basket on the bottom. Went to IGN (name of NTUC) in aussie.. Things we need to buy was beef, ginger, spring onion and siao bai cai.. Things are quite ex in aussie but didnt imagine tt is it so ex.. STUPID GINGER COST $42. So we skip ginger.. Fruits here are cheap. It cost like $4 per kg.. and u could hardly buy 1kg of fruits.. 5 apple is like a few grams onli.. Things we bought today at IGN, 5 red apple, 5 green apple, 2 box of uncle toby, 1 bottle of apple juice, some sweets, biscuits, spring onion and xiao bai cai, total of $25 aussie.. After tt we went over to the butcher store n bought 400g of beef and 6 drumstick total of $20 aussie.. Dinner was gd. didnt expect the beef tt i cook came out so nice.. Junsing made satay drumstick.. it was also wonderful.. Had onli 1 meal today coz it is ex here. 1 meal a day shld b fine.. Tml sch start.. dunnoe how it will feel. update u guys tml.. HEHE..

OMG.. Finally touch down this morning and you can't imagine how sad I am.. How I miss my family members, wife n kids.. today was a lonely day.. lucky i had my fren and his bro company. if not i think i would have broken down.. Today was also a very stress day for mi.. as i haf to find a house to stay in by next wk.. everything here is so expensive.. For taxi, u r already being charge $5.40 before you even board the stupid taxi. N the meter is travelling like 100km/h.. it jumps like nobody buisness.. If my dad is a taxi driver here i think he will be a idiotic rich man.. hopefully loneliness will soon be gone.. how i wish i can go back to sg asap.. I miss everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH!! back from outfield.. super fun sia.. first time go outfield wif my man.. juz take over platoon 1 from the previous PC.. damn shiok sia.. but i get to go out on tues nite becz i nd to take my advance thoery test.. Lucky i pass my advance on the 261108. thn i want to book my TP and guess wat, the nxt date for TP is 111208. it is like freaking dun noe hw many days onli.. but i dun dare to book becz i scared i cannot make it in time. so i book 200109.. wish mi luck man.. when i went back field again i bought 20packets of chicken rice for my platoon lor. i packet $3. wah spd $60 on thm.. siong ah.. but nvm la.. at least it s for my man. but wat was the most happy thing was that i saw my beloved gf.. lol.. Gd to see u baby.. lol.. going overseas nxt week also.. release stress sia.. work too much stress le.. cannot take it anymore lo. basket..

Sian.. Today DO again.. Mon gt field camp some more.. super sian.. very worried about baby.. cried the whole nite ytd. Morning wake up still crying.. dun noe y she under so much stress.. dun like to see her cry.. See her cry make me feel very guilty.. Baby, i wan u to live happily everyday and not worrying abt so many things and keep on crying.. i told u be4 that i dun wan to see u cry anymore.. Baby, if u gt any problems please let mi noe so that we can share the burden and i can help u solve it.. U muz always rmb that u r nt alone in this world. U gt ur family and me to support u through. OK baby.. i promise u that i will always be by ur side no matter whr i am.. When i not around nxt wk, plz take care of urself.. will always think of u even durin mission.. k..

Finally.. its long since i blog.. this few weeks was very disappointing.. its the worst weeks i have ever gone through in my life.. kena 3xtra duties.. becz of some idiot dun noe hw to send report.. thn this week quarrel with my gf many many times.. thn every nite make her cry.. last nite also make her cry.. i think it is all my fault bah.. gifing her so much stress tt she cannot take it.. Baby i am really sorry for all the foolish things i have done.. sorry for the things tt i say to u. and sorry that i always make u unhappy and end up making u cry.. Now infront of all those ppl who are seeing my blog i apologize to u. BABY I AM SORRY :( But i have already clear things up wif her and promise her that i will never make her cry anymore.. We had a wonderful breakfast early in the morning and i even brought her to work.. I hope we will not quarrel anymore and be as loving as possible.. BABY I LOVE U!!!

today was a BDO day.. sian.. can't see wife.. can't book out.. Juz DO.. dun noe y but i am worried that my wife will go 4 other guys or u noe hook up other guys.. dun wan to lose her.. She is really a great girl.. I'm have been worrying about this the whole day. I always ask myself "don't i trust her"? i should b trusting her.. i keep on tellin myself that i trust her.. But i am juz worried.. When she say she will be meeting other guys i will get worried.. this doesn't happen to mi in the past.. I dun noe y is it happening nw.. Mayb becz my wife too pretty.. hehe.. (happy).. dun get the wrong idea though.. I trust her more thn i trust anyone.. i juz dun wan to lose her.. telling u all seriously, i have already accepted her as my wife and my parents have already accepted her as their daughter-in-law.. Baby, do u accept mi as ur husband???? i dun noe.. nvr see her todae juz dun make my day.. feeling very depressed.. I thought i am juz the same old mi n the past.. dun care abt gf.. let it b.. break break lor.. change gf like change underwear.. until i met her.. my life totally change.. i dun always gif in to girls, but i juz gif in to her.. y is tt so. even though we meet everyday.. even though sometimes we juz have no more topic to talk abt.. but juz seeing her by my side makes mi very happy.. y is tt so.. i dun feel very secure.. scared this scared tt.. But i wan to let her know that i feel secure being wif her and hope that i am gd enuff 4 her.. hiya.. dun noe wat to say.. *crying while writing this.. betta stop writing if nt my men keep on asking mi y i crying..

yo ppl.. sorry didnt block this few days.. no time.. have been spending this few days wif my wife..
She juz came back frm bangkok.. bought alot of clothes and food.. basket make mi eat until i havin sore throat and stomache flu.. Not feeling well today also.. so sad this whole week nt meeting my wife cz she working everyday single day.. On fri i still gt combat shoot.. can only book out on sat... No choice.. tis is my job..
ytd was also a very happy day for mi.. finally broke my 3mths barrel.. nvr gone on a relationship 4 more thn 3 mths.. gave my wife a sunflower.. nice man.. too bad i dun haf the pic.. but stayed at hm play mahjong.. lose money some more.. nt my day... hope to see my wife asap..

I'm the imperfect Lover
And it's hurting,
How i wish i could understand
What love felt like.

Aaron Tan
have a loving wife
LovEs bAby


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